Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Two years ago tonight, was the last night I got to tuck my sweet baby into bed. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you Maxxton. I feel like everyone forgets that I deal with this on a daily basis. It's hard to fake a smile or laugh when most the time I feel like crying and hiding from reality. I can't even communicate it to my own husband how I feel. It wouldn't matter anyways, he wouldn't notice the pain or hurt in my heart. I miss you Maxxton. You are and always will be my baby. Maxxton Ryker Lynn Madill 06/10/10-07/25/10

3 comments:

  1. Love you Racheal! Remembering Maxxton with you today. ((Hugs))

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  2. Hello Racheal! I found your blog link in the 'Angel Parents'group on facebook. It was so nice reading some of your posts about your loss and feeling like I am not the only one who has been through this! Thank you so much for sharing. I hope to get to know you better. I recently started a blog too! If you are interested, here is the site: www.joyinjackson.blogspot.com. Take care! I wish you the best!

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  3. P.S. I added your blog to my blogroll. If you would like to have me remove it, please let me know. :)

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