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MAXXTON MADILL

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Maxxton Ryker Lynn Madill Our Sweet Angel Maxxton was born June 10, 2010 to Robby and Racheal Madill. He received his "Angel" wings on July 25, 2010. Even though Maxxton was only here for six short weeks, he touched many lives. Little Baby Maxx is deeply loved and missed by his Mommy and Daddy, his big brothers, Ryan, Mathew and Raxton; grandparents, Richard (Kris) Duerlinger, Judy (Scott) Madill and Stanley (Sherry) DeVaughn; great-grandparents, Ruth Harris, Sherry Holston and Kay Nyberg; many aunts, uncles, cousins and friends. Maxxton is preceded in death by his big brother, Robby Jr. and grandmother, Leslie Walton; great grandparents, Stanley and Irene DeVaughn, and Robert Nyberg, Richard Gillett and great grandpa, Jack Holsten. Funeral Services will be held Thursday, July 29, 2010 at 2:00 p.m. at the Valley View Funeral Home Chapel, 4335 West 4100 South. The family will receive friends at a viewing on Thursday from 12:00 noon until 1:45 p.m. prior to the service.

8 Month Nightmare

Today is 8 months since we woke up to find my little Maxxton asleep forever. and last night I had this really horrible dream. I don't usually have dreams like this, and I have never had panic attacks but I woke up in the middle of the night freaking out... My dream was, Me, Raxton (my 3 yr old) and Maxxton (my angel) were at a carnival of some sort. They were having a parade so I was telling Raxton to come with me and see the floats. Once we got over there, I noticed Maxxton wasn't with us.. I started freaking out looking all over for him. I had everyone looking for my baby. Hours went by and I still couldn't find him... That's when I woke up, freaking out. It's been a really emotional day. I am not looking forward to his 1 yr bday or 1 yr Angel mark... People tell me it will get easier but I just can't imagine how that is possible...

:w.t.h:

I am so happy and excited one minute, thinking everything is looking up.. Then I can't get out of bed and just cry non stop the next...

I hate how everyone just goes on with their lives after everything was over, I suffer everyday without my beautiful healthy Maxxton here.

I can't handle all this pain. Never felt anything like this. sick of people and their opinions and judgement.